:::Tuesday, August 17, 2004:::
My head, it hurts
Each day it's getting worse
My looks and smile Have now become my curse
Tight lips, red skirt
The neverending street
Big car, little man
My lover for a fee
So if you see me while you just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?
Standing in the rain Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles Raindrops runnin' through my veins
My head it hurts Each day its getting worse
No sun, my room
Has now become my herse
Cold sores, im beat
Got bruises on my feet
My pride, these men
Have taken it from me
So if you see me while you're just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin'through my veins
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins
So if you see me while you're just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess i want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' though my veins
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way
Billy Talent-Standing in the Rain
posted by Graham 2:48 PM
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lie here tonight with the stars so bright
the rythym going through my veins
the movements consume my soul
make your mind spin round n round
two minds totally in sync
two souls totally in sync
two bodies in sync
anger fear disillusionment
what did i do now
is anything ever good enough
talk it over sort things out
one glance melts my soul
you make me softer inside
the feelings give me patience
the candle's near the wicks end
you give me the spark to keep the candle alight
posted by Graham 1:00 AM
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:::Sunday, August 08, 2004:::
You wanted this
So sad to see
The sweet decay
Of ecstasyAnd you want it all
A frozen sun,Will guide you there
As shadows hide
The deep despair
I'll give you something more
And you'll fade away
One last kiss before
You fade away.
So sleep tonight,In idle dreams
The pain will drown,Your silent screams
And you want it allI
'll give you something more
And you'll fade away
One last kiss before
You fade away
Lives you once adored
will fade away
Lies you can't ignore
You soon repay
As you fade away
The Tea Party- Psychopomp
posted by Graham 8:34 PM
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:::Tuesday, July 27, 2004:::
I can't get just any girl
But I got the one I wanted anyway
I wasn't born to save your world
I came to far for turning back again
Of all I needed it's all here
Life's the cure for all the bad you did
And I know, I hear too much,
I think too much, too much about
You, you got what I need
And I got it all
When you're the king of the world
And baby it's cool that you say
We got it made, but where were you yesterday
Political dictator news, bias reviews
Who I trust to be sure
We just walked into the room
Looking for fuel, ready to burn
I can't give out for respect
I never asked for your opinion anyway
I can't believe how close we get
I might never dream like this again
Five long years and my regret
I almost left you never having said
And I know, I'm not there now
So maybe you can help a bit
High Holy Days-The Getaway
posted by Graham 5:18 PM
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:::Saturday, July 17, 2004:::
off to saskatchewan i go, well at 10am tomorrow morning i leave, for a week.
first vacation in 11 years, the same length in not seeing my grandparents, it will be nice to get away from here for a bit. anyways, if anyone wants to reach me in saskatchewan, call my cell it will still anwser there and yeah i'll be back in a week for whoever reads this... well 2 people maybe :P
Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair
And it feelsAnd it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away
Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary's
Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the skyAnd call out your name
And if I could tradeI would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
The Offspring-Gone Away
posted by Graham 10:36 PM
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:::Friday, July 09, 2004:::
She lives in the bungalow
She kills me with rose garden thorns
She waits for me
My love is unusual
It's painted with roses and thorns
With her I'm complete
She lives by the wall and waits by the door
She walks in the sun to me
She lives by the wall and waits by the door
She walks in the sun to me
Visions of Mexico seduce me
It goes to my head so carefully
Memories of candles and incense
And all of these things remember these?
She comforts me when the candles blow out
The cake has grown mold but the memories are sweet
The laughter's all all gone but the memories are mine
The Mexican princess is out of my life
No you don't get it
You'll never get it
No you don't get it
I want to see through you, now
Stone Temple Pilots-Atlanta
posted by Graham 9:30 PM
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:::Tuesday, June 29, 2004:::
How dare you say that my behavior's unacceptable
So condescending, unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I am walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe
posted by Graham 12:22 AM
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:::Wednesday, June 23, 2004:::
Last Alcoholic Drink:: june 4th
Last Car Ride:: oh about 40 minutes ago in andrew's car
Last Kiss:: becky
Last Good Cry:: when kelsey and i broke up last october
Last Library Book checked out:: oh lord i don't remember
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: dodgeball.....EVERYONE GO SEE IT
Last Book Read:: new tom clancy book
Last Movie Rented:: oh my i don't remember
Last Cuss Word Uttered:: shit, as in shit guy
Last Beverage Drank:: iced tea
Last Food Consumed:: arbys
Last Crush:: hmmmmmmm your mom
Last Phone Call:: mom phoned me seeing if i was going to a movie, which i was
Last TV Show Watched:: soccer
Last Time Showered:: This Morning
Last Shoes Worn:: green skate shoes ;)
Last CD Played:: Burned One
Last Item Bought:: movie ticket
Last Download:: oh my... probably a song
Last Annoyance:: being alone
Last Disappointment:: i don't know i havent really been disapponinted lately
Last Soda Drank:: well iced tea doesn't count as a soda, but it is bottled by coca cola so it's temporary soda
Last Thing Written:: my math exam, which i bombed
Last Key Used:: house key
Last Word Spoken:: shit when i dropped my keys on the ground
Last Sleep:: Last night
Last IM:: "thank you for downloading paint it black ring tone from rogers wireless' i dont' send cell phone messages
Last Sexual Fantasy:: all these llamas and me in a barn, it was hot
Last Weird Encounter:: i dunno
Last Ice Cream Eaten:: chocolate
Last Time Amused:: dodgeball
Last Time Wanting To Die:: whenever my alarm goes off, no i'm not suicidal i just hate getting up in the morning to the sound of my alarm
Last Time Hugged:: today?
Last Time Scolded:: Not sure!
Last Time Resentful:: Not sure!
Last Chair Sat In:: Comp Chair.
Last Lipstick Used:: umm i'm a consumate lipstick professional user
Last Underwear Worn:: black boxers
Last Bra Worn:: man boob size a
Last Shirt Worn:: new shirts
Last Webpage Visited: yahoo
posted by Graham 10:07 PM
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